WTF

Yoz.

Just got home from fisherman village after a drinking session with my friends. Was great as I felt troubled recently.

Today, I saw the dead body that went missing, that Indian guy who got drowned. He was about 2 arms length away from me. It is rather gross, and it spoiled my mood seriously. I joked about it hours ago and indeed I saw what I joke. Cool.

For my friends who cared. Sorry for smoking so heavily. Because...Once upon a time... I thought I found my motivation in life, and time to time, they are just set-ups... there isnt any more things that I find as motivation anymore. Life seriously just sucks...

And...I just dont know how many times must I fall before I start to learn... Why ?
Maybe it is just because mankind just dont want to stay at the level they are at, they are constantly asking and seeking for more. Never satisfied, but there isnt nothing wrong about that right ? moreover, I am just seeking something that everyone simple already have.

FK...How I wished that indian was me...Just me...

O_o no more.